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Rush (Gods #2)

By:Samantha Towle

Rush (Gods #2)
Samantha Towle

       "You've got to be kidding me!"

I glance up to the sky. Big, fat raindrops splash on my face. Dark  clouds have rolled in from nowhere and opened up to let out water like  it's the sequel to the Great Flood.

"Jesus effin' Christ," I grumble to myself as I quickly dig through my  bag, looking for my umbrella … which isn't there. "Crap. Shit. Crap."

This is just perfect. Frigging perfect.

I don't even have a jacket on. I'm wearing my new white silk shirt, black skinny jeans, and black heels.

The forecast was for warm weather, and when I got on the bus at Port  Authority half an hour ago to travel to East Rutherford, the sun was  shining.

Global warming for you. Sigh.

My first day at my new job-the job that my dad got for me-and I'm about to turn up, looking like a drowned rat.

Perfect.

I quickly start walking away from the bus stop, heading toward my new  place of work. The New York Giants headquarters and training facility.  My dad is Eddie Petrelli, the head coach of the Giants, and he's hired  me to be an assistant to the team. Basically, I'm a lackey. And my dad  has totally made up the job, no matter how he denies it, and he did that  because I'd lost mine at the gallery, due to me being a total screwup.

I was surprised that he wanted me working here. I've embarrassed him  enough as of late. But I guess he wants me where he can keep an eye on  me.

I'm an alcoholic. A sober alcoholic, thanks to time spent in a detox and  rehab facility and the ongoing support of Alcoholics Anonymous and my  sponsor, Luke.

The push to rehab came because, a little over six months ago, I was  arrested for driving under the influence after I caught my ex-boyfriend,  Kyle, in a compromising position at a house party. Basically, his pants  were around his ankles and someone I'd thought was a friend was on her  knees in front of him. I'm guessing you get the picture.

I left the party, climbed into my ex's car, and took off. I was drunk  off my ass and upset, and I crashed his car into one of the neighbor's  garden walls.

I lost my license-hence why I ride the bus now-and was charged with criminal damage and received a hefty fine.

The gallery sacked me. And trying to get another job since I got out of rehab with a criminal record was nearly impossible.

Not that I didn't try because I really did. But no one wants to hire an ex-drunk.

So, when I started running out of money to pay my bills, I took the job  my dad had offered. I also need to pay my dad. He hasn't asked for the  money he spent on putting me through rehab or paying my fine, and he  rebuffs me when I tell him I'm going to pay him back. But I need to  start taking responsibility for my actions.

Getting sober was the first step. Paying my dad back is the next, and  now that I have this job, thanks to him, I can start doing so.

It takes me fifteen long, rain-soaked minutes to walk to the Giants headquarters.

When I finally get there, I'm drenched through to my underwear, and my  hair is plastered to my head. The hour I spent this morning putting on  makeup and styling my hair was a total waste of time.

I fish the ID badge that my dad gave me out of my bag as I approach the security booth.

The glass on the booth slides back, revealing a middle-aged guy with a kind face.

"You got caught in the downpour, huh?" He gives me a grin.

"Can you tell?"

He chuckles. "I'd offer you an umbrella, but I don't think that's going to help you now."

"No." I laugh. "But I might need to borrow it later, if it starts back up."

"You got yourself a deal. So, how can I help you today?"

"I'm, uh, starting work here today. My name is Arianna Petrelli." I hand over my ID badge.

"Coach Petrelli's daughter." His voice booms with a smile. "Of course. He told me you'd be coming in today."

At his pleasant greeting, a knot I didn't realize I had in my stomach eases a little.

I guess it has been on my mind a bit-how people here would treat me.  Without a doubt, they all know about my DUI and rehab stint.

My dad wouldn't have talked about it. Man of few words, my father.

But the daughter of the coach of the Giants charged with a DUI was a journalist's dream.

Since it happened-aside from the people in rehab, who were pretty much  all like me-normal folk are generally disgusted by my behavior, and some  aren't afraid to let me know. Don't worry; I'm disgusted with myself. I  could have killed someone that night.

That's what I remind myself of when the urge to drink gets too strong.

It's just hard to have people look at you like you're a piece of shit,  reminding you of what you already think of yourself. And I worried it  would be the same here. So, it's nice for the first person I encounter  to look at me with nothing but a smile in his eyes.                       
       
           



       

I return his smile.

"I'm Patrick," he tells me.

"It's nice to meet you," I reply.

He hands me back my ID badge. "If you need anything, like an umbrella"-he grins-"I'm your man."

"Thank you," I tell him and mean it. His kindness is appreciated. "Is my dad here yet?" I ask him.

"No," Patrick replies. "He usually gets here around nine."

I glance at the clock behind him on the wall. Eight thirty.

I've got half an hour to clean up and dry off before my dad arrives.

I want to look presentable.

Not that getting caught in the rain was my fault. But Dad has been  bugging me about moving back home. He only lives a ten-minute drive from  here, so I would get a lift in every day with him. And me getting  caught in the rain like this will only give strength to his argument  that I move back home.

I know he wants me away from the temptation of alcohol and all the bars in the city.

But I like living in New York, being so close to the art galleries and  culture, and I love my apartment. It's tiny, but it's mine.

And, if I'm going to stay sober, I have to get used to being around alcohol.

My sponsor, Luke, says hiding from alcohol can actually have a  detrimental effect. I think he's right. I need to get used to the fact  that it's around but that it's something I don't do anymore.

Not that I'm actively going into bars anymore or browsing the liquor  aisle in the supermarket, but I make sure to remind myself that it's  there, and it's a part of life. Just not a part of mine anymore.

"Well, I'd better get inside and dry off," I tell him, stepping back.

The rain has eased a little. It would now that I'm here.

Stupid weather.

"Have a good first day," he tells me.

I thank him again and then speed-walk toward the building entrance.

Opening the door, I walk inside, dripping water all over the tiled floor.

There's no one at the reception desk. Damn it. I have no clue where  anything is. This is the first time I've ever been here. My dad might  work here, but I've never had a reason to come here before today.

I was hoping there would be someone-preferably female-who might be able  to point me in the direction of, at the very least, a hand dryer.

I glance around for a sign of a restroom, but nothing. So, I start walking, going straight ahead through the lobby.

My heels click on the tiled floor, echoing loudly. I have the urge to  take off my wet shoes, but I really don't want to walk around barefoot.

I walk past the staircase and down the hallway. I see a sign that shows the restrooms are on the left.

Bingo.

Although I don't know what the hell I'm going to do because there's no  way a hand dryer is going to dry my clothes, but it's better than  nothing.

I locate the restroom, which is empty, and-shit! Effing crap! No hand dryer. Only paper towels.

As I turn, I catch sight of myself in the mirror.

Christ almighty.

I look a mess. My makeup has practically washed off. Thank God for  waterproof mascara because it's the only thing on my face that's stayed  intact.

My brown hair is a wet, stringy mess.

My white shirt is clinging to my body, and you can totally see my lace bra through it.

My cheeks flame with embarrassment as I realize that Patrick could see my bra through my shirt.

I can't start my first day, meeting the guys on the team, looking like this.

I need clothes. Even if it's just a different shirt. I can live in damp  jeans and panties if I have to but not a wet shirt, showing off my  chest.

They must have team shirts here. Anything is better than my soaking wet  top that I'm currently wearing. I look like I'm entering in the world's  first solo wet shirt competition, and I really don't want to embarrass  myself-or my dad-any more than I have already.

And, wearing a team shirt, at least I'll look committed to the team.

I almost laugh out loud at that thought.

I don't like football. At all.

Since I'm the coach's daughter, people assume I love the sport. But it's  because of football that I had to move around a lot while growing up.  That my dad wasn't around much. That my mom-

I cut off that thought.

It wasn't my dad's fault. My mom was sick. And the choices she'd made were hers and hers alone.

But it was his fault that he wasn't there for you when you needed him most, the voice in the back of my mind whispers.

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